I'm struggling. I feel like I'm supposed to be though
I prayed for strength and somehow it seems like this is the only I get it...by messing things up so bad it seems I'll almost never come back
Most people learn after their first or second mistake
But somehow I'm wired to almost never learn unless it's a do or die situation. Why have you wired me this way?
I know it makes for a good story but God please help me stop embarrassing myself everywhere I go...
Why do feel so out of place at work? If I wasn't meant to be an actor and tell people stories where do you want me to be?
Thank you for blessing me with all the things you blessed me with. Please open my heart and my mind to the direction you want me to go in lord. Please. I commit my future to you and I just want to glorify you and be happy.
I'm starving, and I feel like I'm not gonna make it out of this mess....God how did I ever let things get so bad
