"a falta de pan; galletas"
This is ridiculous. Today was retarded. Ayer was even more retarded I just felt straight up retarded yesterday.
The betas crossed yesterday, which is the topic of conversation in my living room right now.
Its around 2am in the morning and I barely got any work done tonight. I was in the dorms all evening trying to work on a ppt project but instead ended up playing nba2k9 for most of the evening and now I have to save it all for tomorrow.
I love my line brother. Im gonna get my car fixed.
Its funny how things are for me right now. I feel like shit right now. I want some pussy. But not the pussy I've been having, cuz I'm bored with that one. I want to be like someone I know. I want to have a revolving door of pussy I can run through. I want to have a a lazy susie of pussy I can just spin and stop it at any random point like a globe and go there.
I don't understand bitches right now. I few weeks back I was counting my bitches. But now its like what the fuck happened? I guess it just like they say, dont count your eggs before they hatch. And now that I think of it, thats exactly what I did. They were all possiblities. Basically.
And I can't believe I was gonna try to have sex with a girl who had a kid. What the fuck was I thinking???? Bad Bad Bad move bro. But honestly though in the last few days its been like "why the hell am I getting played or being taken for granted or bieng overlooked by these fuckin sluts we call women? Why am I allowing these simple bitches to cause me to feel like this?
I got one bitch who can make plans like she's allergic.(12)
I got one bitch who is fuckin retard and just cut me loose for no reason.(1)
One bitch is asian and is wifed up now.(22)
One bitch, the one I thought I had solid in the bag already hasn't spoken to me in forever and thats never a good thing.(20)
One fuckin bitch who is just flippy floppy and doesnt know what to do with me cuz she's fuckin bi polar; my ex.
One bitch who is too grown for me, and I really want to be with but she's just too far right and we tryin to make this work, but in the mean time I've been feeling very neglected right now.(25)
Fuck em.
Besides a few are holdin on tight, got a text for dinner tomorrow(13), and one is cuttin off the other niggas to be with me(5) and I got a looker ready to jump thru the window on me and thats all being juggled in my sleep. I want more. I can have more. They have more, easily. So why cant I?
But like I said,
FUCK EM.
I gotta get my life together homey. I gotta worry about how im gonna pay for the fall for school, or even worse I gotta worry about how exactly Im gonna do this summer. I mos def dont want to go back home cuz my moms is fuckin insane in the mutha fuckin membrane. I know I got this. Ill fill you in on what Im trying to do more later, fuck this piece of shit blog anyways, I cant wait til this class is over
Just want to be successful? A temporarily life style? Since when did you want that? I think at the end of the day you just want someone to be there with you, that'll take care of you and all that man ~ I think that's what everyone wants, but they don't know how to seperate lust and love - Always on a lust level man...i'd love to pipe everyone and everything....that i wanted to at least...and have that revolving door...but on a love level i'd feel lonely, and I want that one ride or die chick that I can bring the lust into with the love. It's good when you can combine the two. Anyways...hit me up on...profundoocasio.blogspot.com - Leave some comments ...;]
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