But who am I to say that....
How do you beat "the other" guy? or really im the other guy (kind of) and shes hanging around " the guy she's seeing" but still invites me over to watch the game and for dinner and stuff. Fuck you. Dont welcome me to stay the night then have me sleep on the couch. Dont play with my emotions. My line brothers says theres so many ways I could got something else out of it. He says I should do like he does and start treating these bitches like the whores they are. Im going to set a new plan in motion....
fuck my unproductive ass.................................
Im going to be that guy that everyone wants to get to know. Im gonna buy a new guitar, im gonna start my nine exercise ab circuit, and Im gonna get that job and buy my car. and breeze past them all when they try to stop me and slow me down. You see for the last 23 yrs of my life ive cared more about the emotional connection to things then progressing past them. And the more I see ppl blow me of and celebrities and rappers and singers grow and gain fame I realize life is about what your doing, and what you've gotten doing it. This simple bitch P is only attracted to guys who rap and sing. I do niether (in public at least). Im just a college graduate looking to get a job and make something of myself. but no, hoes can never be satisfied, the gotta play hard to get. Shes goin on the backburner for now cuz that bitch's attention span is too short for my liking, but I know what needs to be done now. Fuck everyone. Literally fuck them all. except your immediately family and that one or two best friends----fuck. them. all. They're all tryin to figure out how to make thier quick buck so whats the point in being super nice to everyone and wanting to be everyones friend and help everyone I meet? Nada. Zilch. zero. gets you no where. So im going to turn things around and start making something of myself. All I have to do is look at the deadbeat low life father I have and do exactly the opposite of what he did with his life. But it seems I cant break this curse of low to none productivity on a consistent basis. But no one but me can do it
heres to bustin my ass for the rest of my life.....
I stay racin the world, but i cant keep up.
its like im in another league, and im tore up,
its like always im always gettin beat, from the floor up,
i come in last; you put your feet up.
but im bout to put them boosters on,
so look out here I come,
before you know you started,
you look up and the race is won.
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