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"......I want the money, money and the cars, cars and the clothes, the hoes; I suppose........."
Drake ft Trey Songz - Successful

Happy St Patricks Day


I hate looking at this website.
I hate blogging.
I hate doing this.


It was 55 degrees outside today. The best weather we've had up here for a long long time.
I walked around today with only thoughts of my responsibilities on my mind; but funny how the real things you want to think about creep up and steal the show. I found myself thinking about God, the only woman in my life right now, and my flaws. These are things I want to think about because I am religious, and was raised that way, and women are a integral part of my level of happiness in my life, and my flaws reflect on the fact that I'm always trying to make myself a better man.

This is incredible because I never would have thought, nor could I imagine that I would have made it this far in life. But now that I am here, I find myself asking why because I have made so many big mistakes, that it must be only by the grace of God that I am where I am now. My brothers usually say I'm hard on myself. I feel as though I am not doing a lot of things I need to be doing right now, and it makes me frustrated with myself.

Without getting too specific I know that no matter what I think about, or whatever issue I'm handling as long as I pray about, things go exactly the way they're supposed to go. I know that we don't alwasy get our way in life, I almost never get my way yet somehow I find myself being content with the way things have turned out, especially in my sticky situations. I feel as though if things didn't happen the way they did for I wouldnt be where I am exactly at this moment.

I have to much to say still---im going to sleep now. I have too many Z's to catch up on......