the hangover........

SONG OF THE WEEK:


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>>>crazy how things work...when you have little pieces to use how one cherishes pawns like the king and queen on our boards in our lives.

I say this in relation to the lack of strong connections I have, not only with just females, but with my male friends as well. Can't fuck those up..........

> moving right along here so yea, I just got back from a week in NYC and its crazy kid, utterly ridicoulous. Every little thing I needed to do was a fuckin adventure, fuckin amazing. Like the trains are freakin OD and today was the only time I got straight to where I needed to go.

But yea its whatever, I left without seeing my ex for the last 2 days and without saying bye either, and thats because Ive been being taken for granted the last week and since Ive been broke I know that I totally cant rely on her for any kind of support whatsoever. Women want to be sooooo slef sufficient and independent that when someone like a important guy in thier life needs that, they stand the other way, away from the poeple who might need them the most. Or maybe the bitch I chose doesnt remember where she came from and decided to treat a nigga like chopped liver. either way, shit is wrap cuz I don't nor have I ever felt like I should be treated like that. Ya know something, I wish I could fuck a million other bitches and this girl not know about it, just to fuckin spite her. I am truly and deeply hurt for the last time now, and this honestly must come to an end. Future me----why the fuck did you ever stick around for this silly ho? nigga get ur shit together and dont be afriad to tell a bitch what you want, and if it doesnt match up then leave that ho. Make shit simple.

but fuck it, what can you do right? I must tell you, any1 who is reading this, that the man who writes to you is slowly but SURELY turning from a kind heart to a rock hard solid cold heart. Slowly but surely, I am losing my respect for women and thier sanctity. They truly make me wish I was a monk, somewhere in the mountains saving myself for God becasue theere is no woman out theere in my scope right now that handle the ME i really want to be. so until that one crosses my path FUCK EM ALL, and good night bitches.