Year 3 Week 10 Day 4

This weekend is parents weekend. My mom is coming to visit tomorrow. Again. I cant wait until she leaves.
So I once again, I'm doing this assignment at work. And I haven't told you where I work for a reason.
I'm going to try to cut down all other distractions while I tell you about my day. My away message on AIM has been "Play, or get played.", all week.

I proceed to go to my assigned spot for work and I'm walking through the building, I spot C. The old one, who I told you played me. It no longer pains me to see her face, as I can legitimately say that I'm about 85% over it. I do feel a light feather of a wrap on my heart, but nothing heavy like before. I'm way too sensitive. I know it, so its ok to tell me that I'm a little girl for catching feelings for someone I was hooking up with and studying with. I just got the sudden urge to stop glorifying her by writing about her.
I just got my PSP back, and I have a great urge inside of me to play, but somehow I fell like writing my feels down will help me more in the long run. I must say though, as immature as it sounds, the video games I play on a regular basis help me to mentally escape from the drama and the overload of emotions I have when bullshit goes down, so as far as I'm concerned playing is healthy for me. I would be crazy without them. I feel like I get let down so much by the people around me, especially the females. And don't get me wrong, its not because they do what I want them to do its because they haven't been honest with me or they haven't been avoiding me or probably because they've been the time of day to really chat with me and get to know me better because I know I'm a good guy, and for the most anyone who has at least one conversation with me get to like me, and the always come back for more.
But alas, tonight is Thursday and I should be getting ready to relax for the weekend right? Wrong. I missed a test today. I just bought a new alarm clock and clearly must not have set the alarm properly. Or maybe I should've paid more that $15 dollars for a more quality household appliance. On top of that, my cell phone has been acting up and now it won't even turn on, So I couldn't even set the alarm on it. So I woke up this morning about half hour into my test and my phone was still inoperable so I flipped out and went out. But aside from that, my day was fine.

This sucks, but an Instant messaging window just popped up and its another female that I met in NYC, and I think we would've been in a relationship right now, if it wasn't for the distance. Communication with her has also been pretty shotty as well. The funny part is, she wants to know whats up with my away message.