My mom never came.
Today is the last day I have to use this blog. I was actually supposed to turn it in a bit earlier, but I've been hesitant as to whether or not I want the entire world to know everything I've been writing about. I've have been studying with friends, and when they asked me what I'm working on they say they want to see it. For the most they've been girls, and I don't think I could show this to any girls I've been with. My maybe I'll show it to my best friend over seas studying abroad, but thats it.
I just finished eating with the brothers and while eating I was evaluating just everything. I saw C again, and the look in her eyes were that of a person I had met for the first time today. She liked what she saw and wanted to know more. But I'm done with that ho. A girl from my past relationships called and came up to visit from NJ, but the same complications arose and we weren't really able to see each other for long. I've known her for three years and we've had a really close and somewhat intimate relationship. She's also the biggest scheming snake of a female I've ever met in my entire life and now the thought of her makes me mentally ill. She can't seem to choose between the man she's with and the man she wants to be with, who both have problems with each other so she can only see one at a time per visit. But I've put the cap on the relationship, and called it quits and I'm just waiting until she realizes it. Her name is A by the way, just so know. But just as quickly as you learned it, you should discard her and her story with me immediately, because that's what I should've done the moment I met her.
People like that never completely get along with real people like me.
On a more positive note, I went over the new J's house last night and slept until about 12pm today. I have say, that I feel most comfortable around her, and that I would consider a relationship with her, but she has a problem with the fact that I'm just a really popular person and she's more low key considering she's an upper upperclassmen. I don't really know where thats headed though, because if she can't get over that, that we'll never have a decent relationship. Its not really a big deal anyway because all in all, I'm just like my bro Alfonso said, I just meet girls and fall in love and as soon as something happens i meet someone else and fall in love with them and forget about the last one. I'm a resilient guy like that, I bounce back pretty easy.
For the most, I cant complain about my situation now and even before, because there are plenty of girls out there, and I've had my fair share of buns (and then some). There are guys who wake up everyday and wonder what they're doing wrong and what they could do to get with someone, but I simply don't have that problem. I just gotta choose the best one for me.
You might get me to check back in here, and see if I have any comments on my posts or maybe even throw up another entry, but now this is it. I hope you enjoyed reading thus far, and let me know how you feel about any of the posts I've put or let me know f you have any advice on any subject at all that I've posted.
It'll take a while, but I think I'm gonna miss writing in my blog...
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