from 332 days ago

I wrote this on Feb 25, 2011

The snow is falling out here,
But my eyes wont.
I swear I love you my dear,
But the lies don't...
It's 8:30 in the morn
I can't fall back asleep,
There's love in her eyes still;
But I'm just tryna bone.
You need the EX treatment,
Uh maybe next weekend...
But When ya man find out he ll be kinda heated....
Your friends give me that look-
It's called "the other eye'
I Sware you pullin a juke;
Cuz I'm the other guy.
But that bootys callin me and I can't keep it waiting;
But for now I keep it cool still smilin and fakin...
But she only touch my dick; you really touch my soul
you got soft hands but your fingers are cold- hotdamn I let close, bitch get out my head, but shit I can't ignore, there's a blizzard outside 'n my hearts at war.
It's funny how so close can seem so far....
So far
So far

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I wrote this while I was laying in bed with my ex's sorority house longgg after we had broken up but I still couldnt let go and we had slept together that night before. I had my car then and it was damn near stuck in the snow back up at my old college.....crazy cuz i let these dumb fucks girls get in my way of really being something REAL