Oh well all i know is my test was complete. now i just got to find that balance.
look at this shit i found in my notes from 295 days ago:
WHAT was wrong
I was almost too positive, and she was a negative person. So instead of progressing like we both wanted to we basically justcanceled each other out instead of actually going somewhere.
It's a lose lose situation dating you because, your depressed all the time and you use other people and things to mask that factthat your unhappy with yourself; your an even better actor than I am because you say your fine and dandy but I can see it I'n your eyes that something big is missing and your afraid to change everything about you and find out what it is.
You subscribe to temporary enjoyment and fulfillment but as soon as that's gone you realized your still not all yay happy. You should change your outlook on life to being more overall greatfall.
You were raised with any other morals and standards other than ACTING like a woman, but if you stopped and thought about it the things you don't do at all will make you a true woman. Humility maturity and compassion are just 3 traits real women have that you need to work on having all the time. The number thing you are missing to get through a successful relationship is Forgiveness.
Reciprocation was never something that was enforced. If everytime you made a demand like "I s want to go out Yo eat once a week" a
Similiar demand should hVe been from you because you never understood for a second what it was like to be me I'n the relationship
I was almost too positive, and she was a negative person. So instead of progressing like we both wanted to we basically justcanceled each other out instead of actually going somewhere.
It's a lose lose situation dating you because, your depressed all the time and you use other people and things to mask that factthat your unhappy with yourself; your an even better actor than I am because you say your fine and dandy but I can see it I'n your eyes that something big is missing and your afraid to change everything about you and find out what it is.
You subscribe to temporary enjoyment and fulfillment but as soon as that's gone you realized your still not all yay happy. You should change your outlook on life to being more overall greatfall.
You were raised with any other morals and standards other than ACTING like a woman, but if you stopped and thought about it the things you don't do at all will make you a true woman. Humility maturity and compassion are just 3 traits real women have that you need to work on having all the time. The number thing you are missing to get through a successful relationship is Forgiveness.
Reciprocation was never something that was enforced. If everytime you made a demand like "I s want to go out Yo eat once a week" a
Similiar demand should hVe been from you because you never understood for a second what it was like to be me I'n the relationship
i cant even read all that shit right now my guitar is calling but I do know i was a stupid dumb fuck for sticking with that bitch and hoping something good was gonna come out of it
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